The Arts of Interiority
"It is amazing what can happen when you are present."
Religion and psychology share an interest in the arts of interiority, but there are
many different forms of them in use today. Some names for them are: (1) the classic
buddhist term: mindfulness, (2) the Zen phrase: doing nothing, (3) Meister Eckhart's:
Gelassenheit (lit: "letting-ness") , and (4) the more
familiar western term "meditation."
These terms are all "generic" and stand for the threshold stance of
"looking inward", of placing oneself in the presence of one's unconscious.
However, once one enters the ante-chamber of the interior world by assuming the stance of
"mindfulness", there are still significant choices to make. The world of
interiority is quite complex and vast, and there are many options as to purpose and
method. Therefore, Chogyam Trungpa's observation seems to be universally valid, "To
start on the path, make friends with yourself; start sitting." But once you do get
inside, there are still choices .
One aspect of these choices is the degree of freedom each one
gives in accessing the unconscious. For the unconscious is rarely entered without prior
censorship.
All religions have introspective techniques. But they all also exercise some form of
conscious control over them. So, one way we have of classifying religions is by the degree
of freedom they permit in this matter. On a scale from zero to ten these degrees range
from the zero of conservative christianity to the seven or eight of the "free
association" of psychotherapy, or the nine of Sufi mindfulness.
Some examples of forms of control are (a) meditation protocols (mantras, texts,
images), (b) rituals, (c) theological treatises, (d) chanting.
Lack of freedom is due to the fact that the content of the unconscious is extremely
unfamiliar to the conscious mind and potentially very painful. In regard to the issue of
unfamiliarity, the information stored in the unconscious is non-linear and extra-rational.
It includes elements that are neither visual, auditory nor conceptual, but purely tactile
and kinesthetic. In regard to pain, the unconscious contains the memories of all the early
experiences of life that were painful to the fetus, infant and young child that we all
once were. Thus entry into the unconscious can produce all manner of mystery and
surprises, some of which can be emotionally devastating.
So, religions generally approach it very cautiously, in a highly structured manner. In
fact, taking the notion of freedom one step further, we can classify religions and schools
of meditation by the degree to which they are escapist or engaging
of the painful content of the unconscious.
I would note three major religious structures in wide use today and that have been
around for thousands of years. They therefore represent three fundamentally basic
strategies for getting into the unconscious, but doing so safely.
1) concentration ("one-pointed") meditation. This Hindu technique is, I would
say, resolutely escapist, and produces powerful out-of-body states that can anesthetize
the subject in regard to physical pain, but also isolate the subject from physical/social
reality and lead to the construction of inegalitarian and insensitive social systems
(e.g., the caste system).
2) vipassana ("non-judgmental insight") meditation.
This ancient and powerful buddhist technique is, I would say, delicately and subtly
escapist in its orientation. The distancing of "self" from the content of the
unconscious through the technique of being non-judgmental creates a soft but powerful
barrier between the ego and all painful memories. In order for "healing" to
occur -- the only process that leads to complete integration of these materials -- pain
must be allowed to "come up." Of course, if one does not have the tools to
handle such memories, they can overwhelm. So, vipassana is an effective introspective tool
for the culture and the period of history in which psychotherapeutic insight into
childhood trauma was not available.
3) Western monastic meditation (text-based, image-based, concept-based). This
cornerstone of Christian consciousness is I would say, powerfully ambivalent. I would call
it 80% escapist and encouraging the subject to live in an out-of-body state organized
around the verbal-conceptual imagination. It lives in storyland. However, insofar as the
central "story" of storyland is biblical, it has the opportunity to live in
real-time history versus imagined history. So, the principal problem of Christianity is
distinguishing between imagination and perception. It tends to wander off into ego-centric
flights of fantasy. It's most dangerous heresy is Gnosticism, an actually schizophrenic
escape into fantasy. It also produces a highly paradoxical social system: it is
horrendously violent, supports a completely ego-centric and head-tripping patriarchal
bureaucracy, but also produces a societal commitment to personal freedom and equality that
is unique among human cultures.
4) In the fourth place I note a recent addition to the selection of paths that take off
from the ante-chamber of mindfulness. This is therapeutic interiority,
an orientation that seeks to engage the painful content of the
unconscious in order to heal it. There are many different techniques for therapeutic
introspection -- from Freud's couch with an analyst not facing the client to Carl Rogers'
non-ritualized conversation -- all of them designed to produce safety.
The latest technique to enter the field is the "trauma work" of several
schools of body-centered psychotherapy. Its success depends on the recently-articulated
insight into the somatic foundation of traumatic injury, and the recently- discovered
ability of "inner body sensing" to re-organize somatic imprints left over from
early injury. This technique actively seeks out the source of pain. Its validity was
intuitively perceived by the 13th century Sufi poet, Rumi, who commented that, "The
cure for the pain is in the pain."
This is the key innovation in the arts of interiority in recent times. It exploits the
connection between repressed emotions on the one hand and the physiological sequences of
the animal response to trauma that are programmed into the human body. This connection at
the same time explains the difficulty conventional psychotherapy has had in relieving the
symptoms of traumatic experience and provides new tools for handling that difficulty.
The key tool in this technique is the natural "inner body sense" the human
organism has, by which the powers of the neo-cortex can detect and revise the
physiological imprints left over from traumatic experiences. However, although this
"inner body sense" is a natural piece of human equipment, it is also an ability
that has not been cultivated by modern western culture. We have the skill, but we are not
very good at it.
In the absence of any skilled use of the inner body sense, anyone who has experienced
trauma is actually living "outside of his/her body". That is to say, the
conscious functions of such a person must operate in avoidance of the fears and pains
lodged in the incomplete response sequences created by traumatic experience. These
memories act like an emotional scar tissue on the inner receptivity capacities of the
psyche and create distractions to all of our attention-giving mechanisms. These
distractions show up as "irrational" impulses, attitudinal "blind
spots", systematic inability to absorb certain kinds of information,
"prejudices", sudden and unexplained loss of attention, and the like. The more
of this emotional scar tissue we can remove from our psyches, the more complete is our
attention-giving ability.
Furthermore, once we recognize the significance of "the Alice Miller finding"
-- that virtually all contemporary cultures employ child-rearing practices that
traumatize -- then we are close to understanding that all of us, this whole culture in
general, has a "presence problem".
If you think of "living in your body" as a condition scaled from ten to zero,
with 10 being living completely in your body, in contact with all the information it
contains, and zero being a state of catatonic panic -- fixed stare, immobilized large
muscles -- then the Alice Miller finding suggests that we are all living no more
completely in our bodies than the range of presence from about three to six.
We do live pretty well in our fore-brains and sexual organs, but the rest of the brain
and body are pretty much out of circuit. We think that because we can fly to the moon and
keep the price of stocks rising that we are the "end" of human development.
Pish-tosh!! We are much more likely an interesting prelude to significant human
maturity. That would explain why we have so much alcohol and drug consumption, suppression
of women, violence and, appallingly bad distribution of wealth.
However, now that we understand how trauma works and the importance of the inner body
sense, we can engage in presence training. It is indeed amazing
what can happen when you are fully present.
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Some topics in the process of Presence Training (there are others): Mindfulness, Just
Noticing, Sensation and Emotion, Dissociation Dynamics, Slowing Down...
This kind of body awareness was researched twenty years ago by Eugene
Gendlin (See Focussing, Bantam Books, first published in 1978),
more recently by Peter Levine (See Waking the Tiger, North
Atlantic Books, 1997), and is currently the core of the therapy techniques taught by the Sensorimotor Psychotherapy team of Boulder,
Colorado.....
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